Another year gone...
This past year was full of it's good and it's bad. I've gotten a chance to travel to new places, stepped up my jewelry making game, wrote more and started trying to get my mind and body right. But at the same time I made some terrible decisions along the way that I'll be paying for, for a while. There's been a lot of standing in one place. I've lost some people that were dear to me. And let's just say things are no where near as stable as they once appeared to be. Needless to say this year has been STRESSFUL! Apparently, it's time to make some for real, hard changes.
So, this year, on the eve of my birthday, I'm not as happy as I usually am. I'm a bit stressed. I bit worried. A bit sad. A bit unsettled. A bit unsatisfied. But the sun will rise tomorrow on the start of a new year and I just refuse to wake up feeling this way. I'll get up, get dressed, and go out with my girls and laugh the night away. I will eat, drink and be merry. I'll catch up with my sister, call my grandmother and remind her it's my birthday so she can wish me happy birthday. I may even get some hot water again this weekend courtesy of my parents and I'll pretend that it's for my birthday and not because I'll actually have to have visitors at my house next week. I'll deal with the real world on the other side of this long, holiday weekend. I'm good a procrastination, so I will stick all these bad thoughts and worry where I put all my deadlines, and to-dos.
So as we say at #1713.....SHOTS UP! Happy birthday to me.
1 comments:
Yes it was really a nice cake. Fantastic design and I think all little memory is really sweet.
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